Thursday, January 24, 2013

Exciting Things Happening in My life and The Kingdom of GOD

So the last few days have been so exciting! God is doing some amazing things in my life and at church. I will share in a moment two things that have excited me this week. School has been so amazing and I am learning so much! I never thought that school could be this exciting.
Last night 4 students got saved at church. One girl was going to commit suicide just over a week ago and last night she excepted Jesus as her Lord and savior! Excited doesn't begin to explain how I felt! I wanted to jump up and down and I was definitely praising Jesus. Actually I still am! God is so, so good! The other thing that happened last night as we were praying before service I went and sat down to pray. As I sat there I felt like something big was going to happen in the life of that person who sat in that chair. As I prayed for that person to see God in a new way, I also felt like I should pray for the other people who sat in that row. So I continued to pray the same thing for them, that they would see God in a new way. Well at the end of service they had an altar call and the young lady who was sitting in that chair got saved and then two other people on that row did too! Okay so now I am seriously exploding with Joy! People, prayer works!! I am so thankful God gave me the opportunity to pray for these students! He has opened my eyes this week in more than one way!
The following two things are the assignments that we had to do for school that kind of ended up being really awesome stories! God showed me new things this week through both of these stories! (Oh and the Gospel of John is Awesome!)


The Parable of the Prodigal Son, found in Luke 15:11-32, is one of many parables that is unique to Luke. Luke emphasizes how Jesus came to give grace to all mankind in his Gospel. This particular parable shows just how much grace Jesus can have for a wayward person.
 I actually was reading my devotional about a week ago and this story was mentioned. I have read this story several times but this time it meant something new and exciting. Jesus was telling this story to sinners and this story is all about a son who takes all his inheritance and wastes it. He comes to a point where he is hungry and dirty and no one will help him. This is when he decides to go back home to his father and asks him to make him one of his servants. His father kills a fatted calf, dresses him in his best robe, and throws a party for him. This to me shows me just how excited God gets when we turn to Him and say, "You can have it all Lord!" God doesn't take into account all of those things we have done once we repent. He washes us clean and makes us new again! This story is so powerful in that we can come to Him broken, hungry, and dirty and He will put us back together, feed us with His word, and wash us clean and wrap us in His love!
The story doesn't end at the son coming home. His brother is extremely jealous and angry that his father would throw a party and kill a fatted calf for his wayward brother. He told his father in verse 29 and 30, "But he answered his Father, Look! These many years I have served you and I have never disobeyed your command. Yet you never gave me [so much as] a [little] kid, that I might revel and feast and be happy and make merry with my friends; But when this son of yours arrived, who has devoured your estate with immoral women. you have killed for him that [wheat-] fattened calf!"(AMP)  The father replied to his son in such an amazing way. "And the Father said to him, Son, you are always with me, and all that is mine is yours. But it was fitting to make merry, to revel and feast and rejoice, for this brother of yours was dead and is alive again! He was lost and is found!" (Luke 15:31-32, AMP) How the father replied with "All that is mine is yours" is very fitting. The brother could have had anything from his father if he would have asked. He was always with his father. We as Christians, have the opportunity to ask our father for things and He can and will grant things to us if it is of God.
In Conclusion this parable can teach us two lessons. If we have sinned we can repent and will be welcomed with open arms from our Heavenly Father. Secondly, we always have the opportunity to be right there with God and ask of Him things that we need. We need not let life pass us by just waiting on Him to do something if we don't take the first step of reaching out to Him.

 
I am choosing the saying "I AM the Vine."  This "I AM" saying is the seventh "I AM" saying mentioned in the Gospel of John. If you read John 15 you will find that Jesus is saying that without Him we are nothing. We must be attached to the true vine to be able to live abundantly. We must abide in Him or we cannot survive. He compared Himself to a vine because without the vine the branches (us) can't survive. Have you ever seen grapes grow without the vine? No. Jesus gave a relevant example of what it means to be in Him and He in us. Without the Vine we are dead. This theme is carried throughout John. John desperately wants his readers to understand that they must believe in Christ to be able to have everlasting life. In the saying Jesus is telling us that without Him we will not have everlasting life but will perish.
Personally this saying means so much to me. We recently talked about the vine at church. John 15:2 says, " Any branch in Me that does not bear fruit [that stops bearing] He cuts away (trims off, takes away); and He cleanses and repeatedly prunes every branch that continues to bear fruit, to make it bear more and richer and more excellent fruit." To me this verse is so important. Jesus is telling us that anything in our lives that is no pleasing to Him He will cut off so that we may grow fuller in Him. In verses 4 and 5 He says, " Dwell in Me, and I will dwell in you. [Live in Me, and I will live in you.] Just as no branch can bear fruit of itself without abiding in (being vitally united to) the vine, neither can you bear fruit unless you abide in Me. 5 I am the Vine; you are the branches. Whoever lives in Me and I in him bears much (abundant) fruit. However, apart from Me [cut off from vital union with Me] you can do nothing." These verses say so much. First of all "Dwell in Me, and I will dwell in you"  is saying that if we take the time to get to know Him and place His Word into our hearts that He will be with us. Secondly, In verse 5 he again stated that "I Am the Vine." If we are apart from Him we aren't getting the spiritual nourishment that we need from Him and we can do nothing. If we abide in Him then we will be able to do many great things in His name.
In verse 6, Jesus gives us the consequences of not choosing Him. "If a person does not dwell in Me, he is thrown out like a [broken-off] branch, and withers; such branches are gathered up and thrown into the fire, and they are burned." This verse says to me that if a person doesn't choose Jesus than instead of having eternal life they will perish and burn in the fire. This stresses the point of choosing Him and spreading His word so that no one will perish.  I love verses 7 and 8. " If you live in Me [abide vitally united to Me] and My words remain in you and continue to live in your hearts, ask whatever you will, and it shall be done for you. 8 When you bear (produce) much fruit, My Father is honored and glorified, and you show and prove yourselves to be true followers of Mine." How awesome is it that if We abide in Him and His words remain in us and continue to live in our Hearts we can ask whatever we will and it  shall be done for us! He loves to shower His blessing on us! When we have His Word in our heart we will be light to the earth and people will see Him in us. That is what it is all about!
So in these verses I understand that sometimes He will cut off things in my life that aren't pleasing to Him. It will hurt, sometimes more than others, but the result is a closer walk with Him. He will be able to use me more. As long as I seek His face I will be strong in Him. To me being connected to Him (The Vine) means I have His Power in me. I have power over the devil in every situation because He lives in me!

Tuesday, January 15, 2013

The New Journey

So I started school last Tuesday. It was a little stressful the first week but it actually ended up not being that bad. I learned a lot and got all of my schoolwork done early. I am looking forward to the next 7 weeks of this class. One of the things I learned last week was about the Roman Empire and how they wiped out the middle class. They made the people depend on the government for food and housing and then the people in turn voted for those candidates who would promise the best things. This parallels so much with America right now. The government is trying to get us all to depend on them and then they can have what they want. This last election was also the same as what happened in the Roman Empire. People voted for the candidate that promised the best things. I thought is was so interesting how history can repeat itself thousands of years later.

Wednesday, January 2, 2013

Reflections of 2012 and The Things That Have Brought Me To Today!

I have been doing a lot of reflection today over the past year and there were so many great moments!
Last January my Youth Pastor asked me to be a LAST Leader for our youth group at church. I was supposed to lead 6-8 teenager in a discipleship class. Needless to say I was a little scared but also very excited. We did our kickoff on a Ski Retreat in West Virginia. The first night I was a really nervous about teaching but it was so easy and my group was the best! I was amazed at how open they were and I loved getting to know them so much! They taught me so much! This was also the first time I went skiing. I was terrified! I took some ski lessons and got on the ski lift. First time getting off and I fall! The rest of the time I was there I didn't fall again on the ski lift and I enjoyed skiing so much.
One of the biggest topics of 2012 for our youth group was Identity. This was such an amazing lesson for all of us! We all struggle with one things that the devil keeps lying to us about. The devil will tell us that we aren't beautiful, we aren't good enough, God doesn't love you, and so forth. The most amazing part of this was the wall! We had all the students and leaders put a lie that the devil has told us on the wall and then smash the lie with a hammer. Every time the hammer went through the wall it made me want to cry! I knew healing was taking place! God was replacing those lies with His truth! Ephesians is one of the best books in the Bible on identity in Christ.
Our next LAST trip was to Myrtle Beach. Seriously one of the best trips I have ever been on. The healing that took place there was only something God could do. Our youth were so bold. Their boldness inspired the other youth to be bold. Stories were told and lives were changed. I will never forget the guy who had demons tormenting him and how he was freed from them. That was all God! That trip taught me a lot about boldness and prayer. I am sad I missed worship on the beach but I was so proud of these youth!
LAST grew me so much this year and I am so thankful God allowed me to walk through this. I believe He was preparing me for my destiny!
So fast forward to Fall. We did a Prayer experience at church. Each night focused on something different and on the Sunday we did a church wide Healing service. That was one amazing night and I believe healing took place in more that just the physical sense. That week was one of the greatest weeks of the year for me! It taught me how important prayer was and that God will speak to me! He told me "Be Confident in ME!"
That word CONFIDENT has come up a lot in the last four months. It even came up again today. He is teaching me to trust in Him. He holds my future in His hands and that is all that matters. I don't have to worry about tomorrow! Prayer is number one in my book! It all starts there!
About a month ago a few of the youth got up and talked about their Secret Place! It was one of the best nights all year. They talked about how they do their secret place. One of the girl talked about how it is all about spending quality time with Him, not if you get through the whole Bible in a year. I realized that that is what I usually do. Just read to be reading. That is not quality time with Him. My Secret Place has changed drastically over the last Month. I now get up in the morning and either read a couple of my devotionals or just one, read the Bible, and pray. This has changed my morning and my whole day. I now spend quality time with Him. Sometimes I just want to talk to Him so that is what I do. I am thankful that I was there that night! It has forever changed my life!
December 8, 2012- A day that I won't soon forget. Our Youth Pastor and his wife announced they were leaving the Church to seek His face for three months. This was really unexpected and sad! I now have had time to process and I am thankful for their boldness and faith in Jesus! They are going against what the world does and seeking Him! One of the most awesome and encouraging things. I am grateful for the time I had under their leadership and I am looking forward to what this next year brings me. I am even more excited to see what God does in their lives! It will be great whatever it is!
This brings me to today! I told you in a previous post that I have had an overwhelming sense of Peace! It is His peace! I looked up some verses this evening about peace and I wanted to share a few with you! Isaiah 26:3 came up previously  in my study on confidence in Him. I love how the Lord works and shows me a verse again but this time He shows me another aspect of it!

"Acquaint now yourself with Him {agree with God and show yourself to be conformed to His will] and be at peace; by that [you shall prosper and great] good shall come to you." Job 22:21

" I will listen [with expectancy] to what God the Lord will say, for He will speak peace to His people, to His saints (those who are in right standing with Him)—but let them not turn again to [self-confident] folly. Surely His salvation is near to those who reverently and worshipfully fear Him, [and is ready to be appropriated] that [the manifest presence of God, His] glory may tabernacle and abide in our land.Mercy and loving-kindness and truth have met together; righteousness and peace have kissed each other. Truth shall spring up from the earth, and righteousness shall look down from heaven." Psalm 85: 8-11

"When a man's way pleases the Lord, He makes even his enemies to be at peace with him." Provers 16:7   This verse is awesome! I don't have to worry about what others think when I am following God!

" You will guard him and keep him in perfect and constant peace whose mind [both its inclination and its character] is stayed on You , because he commits himself to You, leans on You, and hopes confidently in You." Isaiah 26:3

" Then shall your light break forth like the morning, and your healing (your restoration and the power of a new life) shall spring forth speedily; your righteousness (your rightness, your justice, and your right relationship with God) shall go before you [conducting you to peace and prosperity], and the glory of the Lord shall be your rear guard." Isaiah 58:8


"Peace I leave with you; My [own] peace I now give and bequeath to you. Not as the world gives do I give to you. Do not let your hearts be troubled, neither let them be afraid. [Stop allowing yourselves to be agitated and disturbed; and do not permit yourselves to be fearful and intimidated and cowardly and unsettled.]" John 14:27

 "And God’s peace [shall be yours, that tranquil state of a soul assured of its salvation through Christ, and so fearing nothing from God and being content with its earthly lot of whatever sort that is, that peace] which transcends all understanding shall garrison and mount guard over your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus." Philippians 4:7

" Now may the Lord of peace Himself grant you His peace (the peace of His kingdom) at all times and in all ways [under all circumstances and conditions, whatever comes]. The Lord [be] with you all." 2 Thessalonian 3:16

 "Strive to live in peace with everybody and pursue that consecration and holiness without which no one will [ever] see the Lord." Hebrews 12:14




Those are the big moments that made 2012 one of my best year ever. I am so grateful for the opportunities and experiences that grew me! I am so much looking forward to this year and how much more growing I will do!
Thanks for reading!